spiderlily's web(site)

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hi, we're spiderlily cluster - a queer, undiagnosed system. this is a journal site headed by somdy, and will likely be in a WIP / minimally designed state for a while. please mind the trigger warnings if you look at the blog and member profiles!

⚠️ TRIGGER WARNINGS ⚠️

TWs are mostly for the blog, but may also come up in the profiles: abuse mentions and allusions, discussion of PTSD and trauma effects (we won't go into detail of what happened without its own TWs), catastrophic thinking, splitting, suicidal ideation mentions, and discussion of the isolating effects from being disabled and covid cautious.

🌹 status

April 11, 2024 00:41
fronting: maipani (mai and panda)
vibes: a trapped animal in a nice cage but as nice as it may be, it is still a cage.
currently: restless

🌹 updates

latest: Apr 27, 2024 - added more blogs, more music, and a new bookclub book

🌹 meet the cluster

about the system and its members

🌹 blog

most recent

let this radicalize you - april 27, 2024 15:32 It took some time, but I have found my way. I've been reading Let This Radicalize You... I've been reading it very slowly, over the course of almost a year, due to brain fog and fatigue. But I've been reading it. I finally got to the chapter I knew I needed when I started, on grief and hope, and I've been taking a break since then. I attended a webinar through Northwestern University that Mariame Kaba and Kelly Hayes spoke at on lessons ... more