hi, we're spiderlily cluster - a queer, undiagnosed system. this is a journal site headed by somdy, and will likely be in a WIP / minimally designed state for a while. please mind the trigger warnings if you look at the blog and member profiles!
⚠️ TRIGGER WARNINGS ⚠️
TWs are mostly for the blog, but may also come up in the profiles: abuse mentions and allusions, discussion of PTSD and trauma effects (we won't go into detail of what happened without its own TWs), catastrophic thinking, splitting, suicidal ideation mentions, and discussion of the isolating effects from being disabled and covid cautious.
🌹 status
July 29, 2024 14:46
fronting: somdy and darling
vibes: tooth and nail. hand and foot.
currently: recovering in bed.
🌹 updates
latest: Aug 3, 2024 - some new blogs, updated bookclub with books we've read in the last few months, and updated playlists with music from the last few months ~s+n
🌹 meet the cluster
- about the system and its members
🌹 blog
most recent
a message from Darling - July 29, 2024 14:24
This is Somdy relaying a message for Darling. Here you go: Hello all. It's been months since any of us have written here. It's been even more since I've said anything! Either she forgot or wasn't aware, but Somdy was trying to introduce me lol. I've already been here before! I just wanted to say hello again. Things aren't going well. Somdy doesn't like that I've said that, but she is choosing to respect me, and I appreciate ...
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🌹 book club
I'm Glad My Mom Died by Jennette McCurdy | Aug'24 | Last read: Chapter 28
Aug 3, 2024 I've heard a lot of good things about this book, and more good things about how Jennette herself reads it, and I was very excited to see the audiobook available at my library. The writing is great, the voice acting is great. The memories are told in a way that makes it easy to connect the pieces. I don't really even know what I can say, this is just excellent personal writing, a great memoir. Now, the memories themselves... Lol. (Mouse will know what I mean by this, just saying lol when I've been hit with some emotion or traumatic memory or emotional flashback that I just will literally say "lol" ... more
🌹 gallery
- a curated selection from random met gallery
🌹 playlists
currently listening to
🌹 buttons, links and webrings/cliques
- my button~
- This
arbie is a nocturnal house goblin! 
- aromatic // bird's eye chili
I will remember Danny forever- some decorative buttons!
- a clique directory!
