spencer/spider
by nuu
Sunday February 11, 2024 11:35
Spencer Agnew Smosh Wiki page
Hallo. This will be real short today because I'm tired and dysregulated and will try to sleep real soon, but I've been watching a playlist of all the Smosh videos Spencer Agnew is in and I keep thinking about this video where he was introduced with the fact that people used to think his name was Spider because he introduced himself very quietly as a kid 😠I was also a very quiet kid, and was often nonverbal (I've wondered for a decade if I had selective mutism, unsure if I can call it that but it's def the autism lol) so I relate very much to that. And since it was SPIDER I feel very connected to him right now.
Also, sidenote, because I mentioned autism, and I will mention ADHD now, I guess my current hyperfixation is just Spencer??? I hate when I hyperfixate on people, I often worry that I'm being obsessive and creepy. But, I dunno, I feel like I can't control it. And it'll fade eventually. For now it's really helping me stay regulated to just consume a bunch of Spencer Agnew videos and take audio clips of my favorite lines. I was thinking I'd make some fanart, maybe a fansite, and even make a song out of the clips?? We'll see. But it can't be too harmful, right?