the spiderlily cluster
parts
- somdy (she/her), 22, trauma holder
- panda (she/it), 17, trauma holder
- nuu (no pronouns/they), 25, host
- mai (he/they), 13, prosecutor
- kevin (he/him), 26, protector
- maenoi (she/they), ~27-30, protector
- noe (they/it/she), 19, ?,
- hattie (no pronouns/they), ~3-5, child part
- Darling (she/he/it), introject
- june (she/her), 17, ...?
- (and more. we'll add them if/when they choose to write on the site)
system
- 99 line/year of the rabbit (25)
- US (GMT-6)
- mixed black + lao + việt
- queer + trans
- native english, can kinda speak japanese, learning tiếng việt, lao, spanish, and asl (日本語で書くためにこのフォントを選びました)
- artist and game dev
- we love our cat
- Howl's Moving Castle!
- AuDHD, PTSD, insomnia, agoraphobia, chronic fatigue, chronic pain
- partnered
commonly blended parts
blended blogs
let this radicalize you - april 27, 2024 15:32
It took some time, but I have found my way. I've been reading Let This Radicalize You... I've been reading it very slowly, over the course of almost a year, due to brain fog and fatigue. But I've been reading it. I finally got to the chapter I knew I needed when I started, on grief and hope, and I've been taking a break since then. I attended a webinar through Northwestern University that Mariame Kaba and Kelly Hayes spoke at on lessons ...
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what do i do - feb 23, 2024 15:04
what do i do. what do i do. what do i do. what do i do. what do i do. what do i do. i've never been in this much pain for this long before. i cant sit at my desk. i haven't been able to sit at my desk in a week. which means i don't have access to one of the things that makes me want to stay alive. i can't even focus enough to watch youtube or movies or tv. which means each day i just wait endlessly for sleep. my lip is sweating. what do...
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học tiếng việt - february 9, 2024 06:05
Tôi học tiếng việt! I saw a tiktok of a toddler speaking vietnamese and I was surprised I understood without subtitles. I know baby speak I guess lol. But listening to Mỹ Anh I've been feeling like I want to learn Vietnamese this year. Like really study it. I studied the alphabet and pronunciation in 2017 and I can pronounce things alright by reading it, but I don't have enough knowledge to listen and speak. So I guess that's a New Year's Resolution. And no one tell me it's late, Lunar New Year ...
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